Ms. Stumbleine +1
Well, lovely edgers. I just wanted to post Joy today! My lover, my best friend, and my life partner, and I found out a couple of weeks ago that we are pregnant. A surprise, but a welcomed blessing . I anxiously await our newest addition to the family (of people, bunnies, and an iggy)! We couldn’t be in a better place; what a lovely ocean shore to birth a baby at. We are truly blessed with this circle of life . . . the souls circle all around us; and, I believe, that they are rejoicing!
“. . . . He aint dead he just asleep”
WAL MART coming to the COAST?! Warrenton?! Oh, wow! Is there something we can do to stop this atrocity from happening? Does anyone know where to go, who to write, or where to post, to argue this abomination? Does anyone else out there care?? What can we do; I haven’t found anything except a discussion on OPB. Good Lord, how sad.
once there were green fields kissed by the sun, once there were valleys where rivers used to run.
Though Bill is gone his website lives on! Words were meant to be written and message boards are made to put those words in front of somebody’s eyes– Is it possible to maintain this tiny isolated web community of wing flaming truth seekers, burning visionaries, cosmic rangers, gone broke old rock singers who’s only quest is to pour it out, man, scratch that graffiti into this cyber wall because we have to. Whenever life gets too mundane, boring and tedious to even write about then that is serious. Get it all out there and be done with it-give it away because letting the accumulated collection of daily resentments, little lies, the “hurt”.the hurt we do unto each other all the time whether we’re lovers, brothers, sisters, employees, employers, customers, friends or children—letting that accumulation of the waste products of the human experience pile up makes your soul sick–learn to forgive, live to forgive and live with joy.
Cheers to that, neahcoxie! “Praise and bless everything in the world and you will dissolve unhappiness and discord, and you will align yourself with the highest frequency, LOVE.”
aww man. how did life around these parts become so damn complicated and confusing—back in the old days we always just got along in the simplest of fashion–we lived by the tides and the seasons-there was some rough purity to it and you did the best you could with the best you had. Some times or years were better than others but you never or rarely went without what you needed. Life was a lot simpler, for sure, and probably more satisfying. Now it seems a man has got to be two places at once and there’s never an end to anything-it just goes on and on- and before you know it, you’re all used up and shot but the stuff, the stuff just keeps going on and on- Damn, I been living on this beach for sixty years–always seemed like the place I wanted to be, but life has got so goddamned busy and hectic that maybe it’s time to cop a change of scenery, I dunno.
the other day when I took one of our pts. to the clinic I had a moment of responsible insanity and made an appointment with the torture master–and he twisted my thinking into agreeing to come back in a couple of days and do it so I did. They told me I’d be in no shape to drive home so my 83 year old half blind and lead footed landlady ran me down and back–just the ride down was as terrifying as laying there having the kind of “tests” that only guys who claim to have been abducted by aliens like to talk about. so I’m sort’a glad I was medicated outta my everlovin’ gourd for the ride back.Made it back in one piece and have been lolling around in bed alternately sleeping and thinking about different kinds of food.
Reality check: We’re more in control of our lives than we want to admit. The law of attraction is always at work. Feel and believe the positive; it will happen. Feel and believe the opposite; the law will not disappoint. This is the secret to the universe; just ask Buddha, Einstein, Jesus, and anyone who appears to “have it all.” We emit a frequency; it will bounce back to us. Let’s all send out love, passion, appreciation, and compassion! Oh, the ways we could change the world, just by changing our minds.
indeed ms. s and yet at times even the most vigilant meditations upon positive can churn up some sewage to process. the subconscious is a vast thing, one i don’t think we would even want to control, but what do i know.that water and air come in handy and not much else.
neahcoxie, check the greener side, sometimes it is greener. i felt for years i was in the shadow of a rock, turns out upon a slight relocation, i was. we all have our place on this planet we feel at peace. i think it does change over time and according to experience and circumstance.
confession: i am human
sermon: live love
diatribe: love the planet
love letter: love to all
ahhhhh, the sewage. yes, it does find a way out, but better out than in. and, i’ve found that it is how we deal with the sewage that is the blessing. if we can look, wonder, and then let it go, it is a lesson within itself. where did it come from, why, and for what reason do we allow it to stay with us? humans are funny that way; we like to keep things with us, even (and sometimes especially) the bad things. it’s unhealthy and unhappy. like a great teacher taught, thoughts and feelings should be treated like snowflakes on a hot frying pan. marvel at their beauty as they come and fall. but, let them dissipate. once they are gone, let them be gone. feel and appreciate each one 100%, but attach yourself to nothing, not the good, not the bad, and you will find balance. easier said then done, but when i am able to do this, i am truly at peace.
To the one who knows,
We should have stayed together.
Moral fiber is the capacity to do what is right, no matter what the circumstance. A business person with strong moral fiber, for example, would decline a bribe, and put his self interests aside for the benefit of the company and its shareholders. A parent with strong moral fiber does whatever it takes to help their kids succeed, even if it means they have to make sacrifices. A person with moral fiber does not do things to intentionally harm others, and when given the opportunity, does things to help the less fortunate.
as the snot runs down my nose and into my hankie.
i am thinking it’s about time for spring!
happy spring everyone. i’m miserable.
If you put a penny in your yogurt all your wildest dreams will come true.
Within you I lose myself.
Without you I find myself
Wanting to be lost again.
look no further
for the finder has
found you lost. Soon.
you will find me too.
This heart is heavy and filled with the sorrow of what once was, to pass this ailment would be asking the heart to wither into inexistance only to be reborn into the recurring passion that is you. If we were to never see one another for eternity, I weep.
I believe placing a penny or any other metal into your yogurt would cause a metallic poisoning. You should consult a physician prior to re-attempting this. LOL Just kidding! Have a Nice Day!
“I never knew that I loved you until I lost you, now that you’re back. I want to lose you every day.”
Everything will be ok in the end
If it’s not ok, it’s not the end.
I never had any large respect for good spelling. That is my feeling yet. Before the spelling-book came with its arbitrary forms, men unconsciously revealed shades of their characters and also added enlightening shades of expression to what they wrote by their spelling, and so it is possible that the spelling-book has been a doubtful benevolence to us.
– Mark Twain’s Autobiography
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
As the days pass I look back and remember the good times in our life. As the days pass I look back and I’m still missing you.
– still missing –
There is no use looking back, when our future clearly lies ahead of us. Remember the moments that kept us together and allow them to overcome what keeps us apart.
i don’t miss you anymore. i miss who i thought you were.
clovers on the water
everything happens for reason. but sometimes the reason is really really stupid.
Dripping from the Essence of Life
I respect your spitefulness, and consider it well deserved. My apologies to all who view this post. My intention was reconnection, and never to harm. Regretfully, lost
be gentle with yourself
last time i checked, spell checked, this was/is the confessional. no apologies. confess anything.
you could be anyone~ be more original.
Insert Name Here
You could also be anyone~ Read deep. Sorry I am. looking for little holes. silent all these years. search within to find me or at least give me an educated guess.
If you want authenticity. Try the BBQ Wings at the Lumberyard. Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.
One word answers jar my psyche. lol. Originality isn’t my strong point.
Mine neither. Not surprised.
My original hope seems somewhat of a fantasy now that I am actually corresponding with someone. But life is a B movie, full of someones. A little effort of authenticity on your part may help my plight.
Get out of my chair.
My bad, didnt see your name on it.
Did u get an education out of a guide book!?
Ouch. I would like to consider myself highly educated. Perceptions are deceiving, for instance the person I thought I could reach wouldn’t even eat wings from the lumberyard or anywhere else for that matter. So much for aire of vagueness. I am attempting to be cordial. 🙂
When is the best time to make coffee!?
At the strike of 11:11 and not a minute off! Proper in the AM or PM.
I don’t think our paths are crossing how I expected. Apparently I have no authenticity in this conversation. Didn’t think this far ahead, but I must retain anonymity in order to continue.
I miss tolovana, it was such a peaceful place to live.
you’re making it harder than this needs to be.
You’re right. If it could be easier to trust me, I would make it so. Wish this could take us somewhere.
What kind of liquor bottle did u give me on my birthday?
What did I throw in ur trash can?!?
What did I eat at the bowling alley?!?
Show me your teeth.
nevermind. it’s not important. those who want to be lost are lost and those wanting to be found are found.